At work - Absolute meaning

Mixed media on wooden door

No me gusta planear lo que hago, prefiero directamente hacer, sentirme libre y buscar mi propio lenguaje, incorruptible y sincero. Porque existe un nivel de significación inconsciente del cual no nos podemos escapar, puro y sin barreras, con una estructura propia que se mantiene por el solo hecho de que existe. Ese es el nivel de significación que busco, que es tan doloroso de encontrar porque llevamos clavado el mandato de que todo tiene que venir de algún lado relativo y justificarse. Si tirás todo eso a la mierda queda lo que verdaderamente querés decir, que no tiene por qué ser dicho a alguien en particular, un mensaje que significa algo quizás para vos, o quizás ni siquiera, porque a veces no entendemos lo que queremos comunicar. A esto lo llamo "significado absoluto."

english

I don't like to plan what I do, I rather do it directly. I want to feel free and look for my own language, incorruptible and sincere. Because there exists a level of subconscious meaning we can't escape, pure and boundless, with a structure of its own that justifies itself only because of its existance. That's the level of meaning I'm looking for, that's so hard and painful to find because we were made to believe that eveything has to have a relative meaning. If you throw all this shit away, there remains what you really want to say, which doesn't necessarily have to be told to anyone in particular, a message that maybe means something to you, or not even you, because sometimes we don't understand what we want to communicate. This is what I call "absolute meaning"